So you know how you plan things.... And then other things come along to derail your ass?? Oh you don't?? Well isn't your life just peaches and cream!
.... So I've been trying to compile and check my sources of cheap shoe goods.... And no one wants to be on blast for producing designer knock offs.... Hey I guess I understand.... No one wants jail or fines.... Which lets face it.... That's what could happen.... But for the budget friendly minded gal out there who still wants her inner beast to be placated.... What are we gonna do??
All I know is that in the last month of contacting people to see if they want to be featured... I've gotten allot (almost all) saying "fuck no you crazy"
So what's a girl to do?
Compound on that the fact that my man is still.... Yes STILL in training for god knows what..... I'm kinda lonely and don't have much energy to pretend to be interested in much else but what's going on in foreign countries......
....then you have your usual "sneaky" people attempting to rain on my parade... Man I seriously thought that at 29 I could be free of this... And for the most part I am... I mean I don't associate with women on a personal level because allllll they do is talk about each other or try to out do each other..... It's just the nature of the beast I suppose.... But I only really deal in truth... So you know... It's hard to have any real lasting relationships in life because you just don't find too many people who can reconcile how the world actually works, with how they THINK it works....
Needless to say I have a five page letter that will be distributed as I see fit in the not too distant future.... I never said I wasn't a bitch.... I'm just saying that instead of whining about something I'd rather nip it in the bud.... It's gonna be epic.... Almost as good as shoes.....
On a happier note I just celebrated my fifth and final years anniversary married to my ex husband.... This sounds crazy becaaaaaauuuuusssseee..... We're still legally married... But hopefully in 6 months time... We won't be.... Fucking finally.... I finally figured out where to go and how to do it and how to fill out the papers and what needs to be signed by whom and how many fucking COPIES you need of each thing (trust me... There were allot... Pretty much everything in triplicate and some things needed 6 full copies)
I can't honestly say "fuck you California" for fucking making it so goddamn difficult to get divorced.... To get married you have to go to the courthouse for a license... Raise your fucking right hand and swear an oath that you are not nor currently married... Pay a small fee.. And TADDAAAAA you got it..... But to get a divorce.... Oh honey... Let me just say... Don't get married until you KNOW you're old enough to handle it.
So I filed.... 2 days before my 5 year "no alimony" divorce cut off... I mean why would I want his money?? J** makes enough for two families to live comfortably... Ha and I did cuz he was supporting my ass and his own... BAM....
whatever... its done now and hopefully will just sail through the court system because I mean we don't love each other anymore... we each have other people... well i have J** and he has a "friend"...which is hilarity squared because i mean come on.... its not high school any more...
now the next stage of life (besides giving tips on how to get "deeply" "discounted" footwear as we shall start calling it) is to hop on the baby makin train... i have baby on the brain.... but because of the legality of being married and adultery being an issue my husband could hold over my head in divorce proceedings.... and J** not making it home when he was supposed to.... I'm SOL.... but now that the papers are signed and all of our agreements and "what he gets/what she gets" is submitted and cant be changed or added to now... I'd go ahead and say that I'm home free........... of course..... I'm going to have to stop smoking..... again..... hey my shit is stressful man!!!
but i have the day off tomorrow... so I'm gonna just put what i have up of how to FIND deeply discounted footwear up... i of course have to fucking tweak it and make it make more sense... and then fucking take out allot of the sites :/ But it will get done....
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