I have not abandoned you.....

I have had the month from hell y'all.... House hunting.... Fucking worrying about my honey back at fucking work again.... 8 and 10 fucking day in a row work weeks for me... I shouldn't complain dude... My husband hasn't had a day off since..... Umm..... Well it's been at least 9 months..... And he works 18+ hour work days.... And to top it all off... I'm worried about the constant pain in my feet...


  I used to be able to cha cha around in my heels all day and think nothing of it.... But for the last two months all I can stand is about 4 hours. My heels are mondo bruised bros.... Like constant pain day and night... It is agony to put my feet down when I get out of bed... And we all know that walking.... Is kinda a privilege one shouldn't take for granted... And when you can walk.... You kinda do it allot....

So I'm not TRYING to ignore my shoe blog... Trust me on this.. But I'm faced with a possibility Of surgery to reconnect torn tendons to my heel if I can't fucking find a good solution.... And I'm afraid as fuck of needles, doctors, bills, and having any part of me fucking cut on... I don't like blood and I like pain even less... Well I mean the constant nagging pain of recovery from having my shit torn open and operated on... And the recovery time is at least 6 fucking months if I want to be able to ever wear my high ass heels again.... So yea... Other things on my mind...

 But tomorrow I actually already have an outline of HIGH HEEL myths I am totally gonna get all myth buster on y'alls asses with! Because too many people I've talked to are like "high heels are the debble" and "they ruin your posture" and all that bullarky.... And their not and they don't. So you can tell the nay Sayers to suck your ass.

And before you think that high heels did this dirty juju to my feet... You can stop right fucking there.... FLATS did this to me!! I think because I hardly ever wore them... And going back to work to occupy my time has required me to a: wear fucking flat shoes 6-8 hours a day, ans b: be on my fucking feet for that long! So yes children... My feet have been trained to "Barbie toe" since I was a wee young lass (I swear I think I was the only bitch in high school who wore heels... Everyone even scoffed at my kick ass black wedges and thought they were scandeloso..)


 But tomorrow... Some shoe myths I've come across will be debunked..... I promise.... So as Jesus may or may not have said, "don't fucking abandon me aye, cuz I'm gonna be back with a fucking vengeance" *dont quote me on that..... The bible has never been my strong suit... Aggressive competitive cussing and shoe hunting is my forte***